missing the real nur deena

now...i changed a lot myself
aku kemas bilik wey, beg sikola tersusun, pencil box complete, i know the latest homeworks, lap cermin lah lap ni lap tu, tak keluar hangout, bawak bekal g skola bai! xD, tak topup byk byk, tak shopping
sighhh so not me =.=
just because hari tu abah tot i took his money, aku kne jadi innocent mcm ni [long story!]
i really miss the old me
i dont care abt shits, i go out almost evryday, selalu kne mrh in class with bffs
this year, have been reallyy weird in evryway la
psl boyfie, psl family, psl frens especially bffs, psl school
the life before this was all mcm fake, sbb semua tak direstu oleh parents
now direstu lah kan since akuh duk rumah lbey
but then,i miss the fakeness man, maybe thts the real me kot? perlu ke aku jd innocent mcm ni?
very confusing

& ooh yeahhh i lost a friend
khairul anuar bin azhar,
sobs, ive never felt this sad over someone's death
idk, altho i x rpt dgn arwah
its like, i know him, dye selalu beli rokok kot kat akuh
tak silap, its dunhill 14
penah lepak dgn dye with syaraf
i like his smile [evryone does]
i got like syaa, syaraf, lyana talking abt him to me, sume sdey sdey, so i felt like i rpt dgn dye jugak doo :(
pape pun
al-fatihah.. semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat..

lesson betul learnt this time
kite ttaw bile kite pegi, where, how