well. guess what. i endup choosing enrolling in mmu for further studies.

well theres a reason why i end up here.

my intake is in october which is next month and i still have 20++ days to hold on with this stupid schedule. i must say IM TIRED OF WERKING. counting days to LEAVE the hell out of JB. but the only thing that keeps me staying happily is of course, ze boyfie. though we cant meet. but atleast we're close enough.. appreciating these countable days anyhow.

atleast now as people ask me " KAU TAK SAMBUNG BELAJA" its easier for me to answer NOW. haha. been like.. ERHH TAH LA.. AYAH AKU TABAGI... ERR... YEAH I KNOW.. YEA YEA.. INSYAALLAH. hehe now thats over k IM GOING NEXT MONTH!

ok i shall say im not really excited. i didnt pictured the class and friends AT ALL

all im stucked about is, him and money, and car and stuffs to bring. itu pun fancy ones.

im not serious YET about further studies.

hope i can focus as i get there next month.

whatever it is i bet the life there is more relaxing than the one im living right now.

just what i wanted!

except the distance from home.

but then if there was no distance, theres gonna be ZERO difference.

so yeah. looks like im all by myself now. hope im strong enough for everything in future. and Allah slow down on me a bit. It was like one truckload of problems in 2 years. but i must say, its a good thing, im loved, tested.. and i survived :) OR SURVIVING if theres more to come :/

Ya Allah. permudahkan lah urusan hamba mu ini sepanjang tahun ini dan seterusnya. Amin.

AND yeah. really hoping for the car.

wish me luck.

kiss kiss